I am overwhelmed beyond words. I have finally connected with the reality of our situation and cannot imagine how we will make it through. We are dealing with some intense neurological issues as well as physical setbacks. I am hanging on to this verse.

We were under great pressure, far beyond our ability to endure, so that we despaired even of life. Indeed, in our hearts we felt the sentence of death. But this happened that we might not rely on ourselves but on God, who raises the dead. He has delivered us from such a deadly peril, and he will deliver us. On him we have set our hope that he will continue to deliver us." 2 Corinthians 1 (8-10).